Monday, January 9, 2012


i am so frustrated I wanna cry :(
before christmas my scale got down as low as 169 and now its 174
I have not eaten where I should have any sort of gain!! I dont get it!! The only thing I can think of is my period!! I am having a hysterectomy on feb 1 for 1x a month serious cramps/pain and constant bloating and bleeding that last like 3 out of 4 weeks!!
I am praying after surgery this stops messing with my scale!!! i know im doing things right and just continue but its hard not to wanna say screw it and eat :( Lord help me!!!

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

fast check in

ok going to bed now but just wanted to say I have done my handcycle two days in a row and some upper body weights today woooooooooo scale finally down a bit from holidays i will weigh tomorrow morning and post it!! Update again soon :)

Sunday, January 1, 2012

New beginings

ok its been so long since i posted anything on here so im gonna start new today. I am focusing this blog to weight loss and not really scrapping anymore :(

I got my lapband July 8th 2010. i started at a weight of 255.9 and as of today I am 171. My scale did get as low as 168 right before Christmas so not really sure what is going on. Never went bad with food but Ham is high sodium and aunt Flo is messing with me so we will see.

Starting tomorrow Jan 2nd Monday 2012 i am going to do my hand cycle i bought and do some minor weights with arms to start. I need some kind of movement to get off these last few lbs.

Goal is lets say 160 but i would love 150-155. First I will see if i can do 160 and go lower if possible!!

I have been losing like 1/2lb a month for a long time now and my food if anything is better!! Just seems like body is happy here but i still got a lot of fat!! and a whole mess of skin

so I will post tomorrow after I cycle to say I did it!! and thanks to my wls community on facebook and you tube!! I would not be where I am today with out all of you :)